Studying in school library. More productive I guess? But talked too much today and so I didn't study as much as I wanted >< And it's warmer than usual inside. Haha it's not that bad actually, and for the sake of our planet, this is nothing :)

Others say studying makes you fat cos of all the snacks, I say studying messes up my fringe! O_O Haha yeah it does, I wear a hairband when studying, so when I don't wear one my fringe goes in undesired directions :/ Haha I guess guys wouldn't have such problems :) By the end of A levels I might be suffering from a receding hairline =.= Should I google for prevention measures now lol!

I've been dreaming a lot lately, or it might be that I'm more aware of my dreams. First two nights were scary, there were guns and disasters, and my phone suffered a shot, but the bullet is smaller than the phone's camera lens == Third night, I had a looong dream - I dreamt of almost everyone from all aspects of my life: my CO juniors, my CT, 69 classmates, cousins, aunt and uncle, my pri school classmate, my parents >< And I lost my wallet at the end of the dream == Last night's dream... well, it's embarrassing so I'm keeping it a secret :) If I'd revealed it, I would dig a hole and hide inside!

Still, I'm quite curious what my dreams would be today. At least give me a dream where there's food! O__O

2nd day of studying... Hmm, I did math, 21 questions on binomial, poisson and normal distribution over these 2 days but I don't seem to get any satisfaction from doing them =.= Maybe it's just my own expectations? The nearer the exam is, the less I'm satisfied with my revisions. Bleah >< Gotta learn to lower my expectations I guess :x

I've been listening to japanese radio recently, like those pre-recorded ones and they are so funny!! It's those where the people just chat on and on randomly. Guess I should try upgrading to informative kind after As?

And there's this joke that was quite funny cos it's unexpected:
"Today, I, Hikasa Youko, Youko Hikasa, Yokohama Youko..."

Rofl! Haha the effect isn't there when you read it in words x)
I also love how they play with words that have similar sounds - it's quite common in jap shows :D

And I saw this video where each character speaks different jap dialects, rofl, I can't imagine that happening in real life >< maybe I should go try learning one at the end of the year :D it's quite cool sounding!

First paper today.

Hmm instead of choosing a safe geog question that won't go wrong I chose a harder question O__O
haha not that I'm emo-ing over it or anything, but I'm starting to regret lol! I mean, prelims are pretty important, although A levels are even more crucial, and I went to take a risk ==

Well if it was last year, I would've chosen the geog question without reading the rest :P But I guess being able to write essays on different topics would be good (and this is all thanks to ms ong <3), though it depends on how you see it. It might backfire as paradox of choice haha!

This morning Ms Ong asked the class to stay in the central plaza after flag raising. I thought she wanted to say something encouraging but she got us to do a woosh instead :) It's quite surprising, but also pretty touching. I mean it's quite difficult to have a teacher that really takes good care of us. Not that most teachers aren't caring, in fact I believe they care more than we know, but I think it's hard for JC teachers to also have the energy to really show concern for all their students - it's the JC system, everything is too hectic. IMO, ms ong might be one of the few that has made my JC life more meaningful, and one of the few that inspires and motivates me. Putting aside the academics stuff we learn everyday, I seem to have learnt the most from her. There's some sort of satisfaction as compared to reading notes and gaining knowledge. I know that I've learnt something more meaningful about life and this might be what JC education lacks. To sidetrack, out of all the subjects, the skills I've learnt in GP seems to be the most meaningful as well. I mean, it's an analysis of the real world issues, and I guess this also changes how I view certain issues. It's the maturity that comes with the skills, although I still suck at GP T-T

This turned out to be a post dedicate for ms ong! I wasn't intending to do so :P

Anyway, I really need to write this down: The funniest thing was that she felt embarrassed doing the woosh LOL and asked us to pretend we don't know one another after that. So epic :D

Long time since I even logged in here :)

The last time I posted was like before BT2. Sounds like quite some time ago but in reality, it doesn't feel like it's been that long. Hmm that was my attempt to answer an irony question == It sounded more like I'm contradicting myself.

Anyway... funny thing is I lost my study momentum after friday's BBQ, and I seriously slacked the past few days. Really didn't do anything till today. I guess I really need to get away from home and study in school, or at least till I get back the momemtum to study.

I seem to get more nervous after I wake up from naps. Nah it's nothing serious, but just a weird observation. I get the feeling that it's because I was dreaming about work prior to waking up. Bleah. Am I making it sound too serious? It's not a panic attack or anything haha, I just wake up worried ==

But no I won't give up! So what if I'm scared or nervous? I'll conquer you GP! >:D

Felt like changing profile picture considering it's start of BT2 tomorrow :)

Even if I screw up or what, I'm declaring war, BT2! *shakes fist* Even if I'm unprepared I won't lose to you!

(Although it's a palmtop tiger... But who cares! :) )

 1 more week and it'll be 1 month since I last blogged.

Econs timed assignment tmr! Not too sure if I'm really anxious about it. It's like I'm worried but not in the mood to study.

The irony. (Haha this reminds me of the compre practice. The above sentence is perfect for a compre question hah)

あー、集中だよ、集中！仙豆は本当にあったらいいなあ…

でも、経済テスト、お前に負けないよ！

 What an EXCITING day! Eh I'm not sure if this is meant to be positive or negative.

NAPFA: totally tired me out physically. I don't know how I jump 200 today, it's more of like teacher say just 1 more cm, so I told myself to chiong just before I 'took flight' and my legs ended up going forward more than it usually is. But thanks to that I almost fell backwards and now I'm having very bad muscle aches!

Actually I wonder to what extent is it a good indicator of your physical fitness. I mean, there can be anomalies right, like my jump today, although I do feel a little happy about it..

Photo taking: I'm glad our whole class was there! And that my fringe didn't get rejected - so I get to keep my usual look in school in my yearbook

Spontaneous econs tuition: OMG I HOPE THIS IS A ONCE IN A LIFE TIME EXPERIENCE. It's SO SPONTANEOUS that I decided to go today just 1 hour before the actual lesson started. Not including all the anxiousness to get both of us there. As a result I lost lots of braincells. And now I'm not just suffering from worsened leg aches, but also shoulder and back aches.

 I now understand why people say "think of how many hours your parents have to work for that money"

Really, hours gone when you decide to go for tuition. ):

Need to make good use of this money

 I just don't like it when it's as if it's my responsibility.

EDIT: Need to chill bleh... haha everyday i blog about how "i need to..." do this and that. I have a purposeful life :P